i'll be here as long as you are, dad.

why dont you get it?

...love me without fear
trust me without restriction
want me without demand
accept me for who i am...

a few simple words to lIve by.
you found these words and introduced them into my life,
WHY can't you live by them!
i Swear half the time i question everything about our relationship!

Daddy?? really thaTs what you'd call yourself?
because honestly thats a very rare guesture on your part!
i thought we had more than we do know!

we constantly fIght. you have no trust for me, and for no reason too
i never did anything to break it!
im an adult! pLease, why can;t you treat me Like one!
i swear i cant even confide in you anymore and thats really sad, dad.

to make this situation to be at that leveL...thats pretty low.
but whatever, its like we cant expect much more from you.
your unreliable, no one can depend on yOu, no one can even trust you

is this how you want people to precieVe you?
actually?

im going out to the world now, dad, and thE last thing i want is for you to be a scarce figure
in my life.
soon i will be moving away, i would love it if you supported me and helped me along the way.
this is a scary voyage for me and i sure as hell cant do it bY myself
it would be great if yOu were by my side

...after all i'm sUpposed to be daddy's little girl

(I STILL LOVE YOU)