Saturday, February 21, 2009

dear friend<3



lets talk about friends...
.a friend is some one who knows us-and loves us anyways.
.a true friend holds you with both their hands.
.friendships need no words.
.friends are the sunshine of life.


.dont walk infront of me i may not follow-dont walk behind me i may not lead-just walk besides me and be my friend.

can't wait...

26 and a half hours and counting till i take off,
and i never want to come back!
living on the beach for 8 days with my
drink in one hand a cigar in the other is
exactly what im looking for!
miss me, miss you <3

conclusion

so i have talked and talked and i have finally came to a conclusion.
i hvae nothing to say to you, in fact im riding it out and seeing what could come of
your bizarre behaviour!
im leaving out of the country and when i come back i hope you have your answer.
all i know is that im not your booty call. one way or another, i think im pretty positive
that im done with you.

ive found my milk chocolate swirl! haha ;)

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

want a change<3


tired of this, i wanna quit

quit, not life, but the way i live it

it makes me confused

confused to see

to see that this isnt really me.



i want this to change

change who i am

but i need someone here

to succeed in my plan

wrong idea

well now it makes sence...well sorta.
ima way more confused in a way but not completely.
i mean you tell me all this crap about how you feel about her and
then the next minute you are asking me to hang out?! wierd? yes!
it makes me think if your telling me all this to make me jealous
and thinking the fact that you can just ring me up for anything you like
because you think i have mad love for you is wrong and for your information
you have the totally wrong idea!
yes i will always have feelings for you but i have way more dignity than that.
im not going to sink that low.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

lost in translation

i don't understand how one minute you're a complete loser and the next you're cuddling up to me!
you spin me round and I'm not sure i like it. i know if you were to come back in my life some how it would stress me out. i just don't get how we started off great, then some shit went down, and then you suddenly stop everything including looking at me and even that's not much! and then all of a sudden your back!
I'm not just some time!